Life has been so crazy the past couple of years that I feel like I have not been as good of a sister as I would have liked to be for you. I don't know how to make it up to you, but I was hoping that I could at least let you know why I am so blessed to have you as my sister:
1-All of my life I have someone I could rely on.
2-I always knew that no matter what I did, you didn't think less of me.
3-You have always been excited when I have been excited.
4-I remember the nights when we shared a room we would laugh and laugh for hours.
5-In high school, you were the reason that I made it through. Those were some tough years for me.
6-I have always regretted us not being roommate when we came to college. I know it is not good to dwell on the past, but that is one thing that I would change if I could go back.
7-When we came to college, I was so grateful to have you here with me because I couldn't have done it with out you.
8-Since I got married, I have missed being around you all the time so much sometimes that I seriously cry about it.
9-I wish that I knew how to balance my time more so that I could spend more time with you and act like we did when we were young.
10-You have no idea how much I look up to you. You always have the desire to create peace and that is something that I have always wished I could do.
11-It might be hard for you to see at times, but your desire to serve the Lord is so strong that you are my motivation to be a better person.
12-I want twins so bad because I want my children to experience what we experienced when we were growing up and what we are still experiencing!
13-Change is so hard for me, and the thought of moving this April makes me emotional.
14-I can't even begin to tell you how many people I have come in contact with that know you and tell me how amazing you are. I always have to agree with them because you seriously are amazing!
15-I pray every day and night for you to be happy. I want you to be happy more than anything!
This probably doesn't make any sense because I have been crying the whole time that I have been writing it so my thoughts are jumbled. The jist of this is that I feel horrible for not being a better sister to you. I would do anything to make it up to you. You are my best friend and will always be! I hope you know how amazing you are and how lucky I am to be your sister!
Love you lots!!!!!!!