Monday, February 28, 2011

Overcoming Fears



Some of you may know that I have a very silly but real fear of open water.  In fact, it is pretty pathetic just how scared I am on it.  It is embarrassing, but true.  

I have another blog, where I write about my passion for all things fitness and nutrition, and I posted on there that I have a goal to do a sprint triathlon.  The biking and running part of that I have no problem with, but it is the swimming part that terrifies me.  Our local gym has a training program set up, and I went to a swim clinic tonight.  I was in a level that was way too advanced me for, and I felt very embarrassed and insecure surrounded by other people who were MUCH more advanced than me, but despite that I found out that I am not half as bad as I thought.  I am going to try another level so I am with people who are more at my level, but I really want to do this.  I want to get better!

I know that swimming in a pool is TOTALLY different than swimming in a lake, but this is a first step in the right direction right? I really just want to get over this silly fear of mine!

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Days like this are the best!

Today was such a good day! Saturdays can be stressful for me because I try to get too many things done before Sunday, but today was just fun.  We didn't do anything extra special or different, but I got to be with my family.  Life can be so crazy, so it is nice to be able to spend time with the people you love don't you think?!
I looked at my boys today and they both seemed to have doubled in age overnight.  They are both growing up so fast and developing their own unique personalities.  They are so fun. 

Cool sunglasses dude!

Looking at our neighbor's dog outside (which you can't see in the picture)

Looking up to his big brother



Daddy and Kayden

I love the look Kayden seems to be giving Greg

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Teaching him how to play the drums

He loved it!

Saturday Morning

I got a little picture happy this morning, and I think we got a lot of cute pictures of the boys.

Enjoy!

Funny facial expression

Perfect smile!

Telling me the names of all the cars he is holding

He stole one of Deagan's cars and seems quite content with it

Trying to put on the 3D classes

Almost!

He came pretty close don't you think?

Playing with his cars on his car mat


Lining up the cars

Perfectly in a line...



Happily playing on his activity table
 I love this next sequence...
Kayden goes in to take a car...

He gets it! But Deagan is not happy...

Deagan grabs the car from Kayden...

And warns Kayden to never take it again

Kayden reaching to get it back

Lunging for it!

Kayden goes in to grab it, but Deagan protects the car!

Almost got it!

Deagan telling Kayden he can have a different car

...

Both of them holding up their cars!

Now they are playing together

How cute is that?:)

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

As of late..

I feel like a broke record, but we are struggling with Kadyen and his sleep again.  It seems that our boys are exactly alike in this area, and that seriously makes me sick to my stomach because we struggled so much with Deagan.  I don't know if I can handle this again, but I will have to.  I don't know what to do.
  
There has to be some explanation to why we are struggling so much right now; teething maybe? I took him to the Dr last week to check out a possible ear infection, and there is nothing like that wrong.  But he is just not sleeping well! 

I feel defeated.

Despite that, I wanted to post some pictures of our boys to remind me of how blessed I am despite how challenging things feel right now.  It seems like good therapy.

New haircut! Doesn't he look so much older!

Blue eyed boy! I think he was just getting over being sick in this picture, so he looks really pale.  But maybe he is always that color? Our boys have fair skin like their momma!

Playing together on a Sunday afternoon.  I love how they are starting to play together!

Neither one of them are willing to let the other on the car.

Cheese!

Caught him mid blink.  Still a cute picture!

Look at that smile. He is up to something!
 These next few pictures are so cute to me.  He looks so chunky! I just love his smile!








Deagan pretending that the computer charger cord is a rope:







He stole Deagan's smoothie straw! He is getting so good at drinking from a straw.


Dancing to "Cat in the Hat"

Just too darn cute to stay upset at!